BATCH 10. :(

nicaloves:

BATCH 10.

Abby. Noreen. Hannica. Eunice. Pauline. MAIKA. BATCH 10 (kaahit di ko kaclose.. 3CHARITY lalo and BUSMATES.)

I really really need your help. I want to talk to him sa tour. Please help me set-up the plan. Please help me make a way para magkausap kami personally. I want to make up with him na. I can’t handle the pain inside me. I MISS HIM. :( I can’t understand him with his actions. I’m all confused sa kanya. Why? I can’t let go of us now. Antagal na namin. And I miss him in every word I’m saying, I miss him sa lahat ng nakikita ko. I looove him. I’m deeply in love with him. I can’t live without him. I can’t cry, because I promised myself and Maika to endure the pain FOR US. But now, I am so desperate na makausap siya. I wan to fix us. I know this one’s public. HELP. I NEED YOUR HELP DEKADES.

HELP talaga. HEEEEELP. Kahit i-set up niyo kami sa anywhere. Sa bus? Please. Kakapalan ko na mukha ko. Please talaga.

Maika, please talk to him muna. Maika please. I need you all.

Fallen World.

This image was sent to me recently in an e-mail. It is the 1994 Pulitzer Prize winning photo taken by Kevin Carter. The photograph shows a famine stricken Sudanese child trying to reach food. Behind her is a vulture waiting for her to die so it can feed upon her.

Kevin Carter, a South Africa photojournalist, committed suicide two months after receiving the Pulitzer Prize. His long time friend, Judith Matloff, stated that Carter would often return from upsetting assignments with bouts of crying, drinking, or using drugs. She says that after he shot his Pulitzer Prize winning photo, he “sat under a tree and cried and chain-smoked” - he couldn’t distance himself from the horror he saw. No one knows what happened to the girl in the picture.

In his suicide note he stated that he was haunted by the vivid memories of killings, corpses, anger, pain, starving and wounded children and trigger-happy madmen.

This world is fallen. All of us suffer. But if you are reading this you have it far better than most. Right now, half the world (about 3 billion people) lives on less than two dollars a day. Because of poverty, over 30,000 children die every day. Every year 2.2 million children die because they are not immunized and 15 millions children are orphaned because of HIV/AIDS.

It’s easy to live in our comfortable lives, detached from the rest of the world; most of us don’t want to fully realize how much suffering is really occurring in the world. They say ignorance is bliss but who benefits from it? Nobody.

I struggle with empathy and pray often for more of it. I pray that I will be more selfless, not consumed with this world and what it has offer me. It is only temporary and moving past me at an enormous rate. There are many people suffering, many people who have not heard about their Savior, Jesus Christ. We should always be motivated to spread the good news to the fallen world.

NOT YET.

jesusfreeeeeak:

trizziabigail:

Maybe, I should give myself another chance. (:

After all, I’m not a man-hater and after 4 months in the process of MOVING ON I can now say that I ain’t bitter.

But since I’m under contract.. (with God, my family and my friends as witnesses) I should better wait for the right time, and of course for the right right right person. Because for now, I cannot say that he is the one.

Who ba? I don’t know yet, confused pa me.

May mga bagay kasing medyo nakakawindang pa. At kahit ngayon di pa medyo nakaka-mooooooove on. :)))))

LET’S NOT TALK ABOUT LALALALOVE.

Battle Of the Bands! 7th or 11th? I don’t know who or what to believe. Basta I enjoyed performing on stage (not thinking about the flaws tho :P)

Congratulations to the winners! Mga palaging nasa Tapong’s. HAHAHA. Miss ko na si Kuya Jay! HAPPY BIRTHDAY. LOLLLLL >:) *ugh*

Pageant? No comment. It was very tiring. Countless layers of make-up and the fake eyelashes. :P  It was very disturbing at first but I got used to it eventually and it looked pretty good on stage. :)

“DI KITA NAKILALA. Kung hindi ka lang nag-hi sa’kin eh.” - ??

• SHORT TIME BONDING! :|

Complete ang Penguin family (Ate Rox, Kuya Roger, Tito Marion, Mommy Faye, Ako!), tas andun pa sila Ate Meanne, Ate Doreen, Ate Dee, KAPATID KONG SI Ate Joy Ann, etc. HAHA! :)) Di ko nga lang naka-usap masyado. :(

Arrived home around 2:20 am. >:P Everyone’s still up.

Thanks for the great 120509 ~

I LOVE YOU BATCH 10 - Thanks for all the support.

I LOVE GOD!

KUYA JAY! :p

EKEE!!! :PP

ZERO CASUALTIES.

jesusfreeeeeak:

moks: ewan ko nga eh.. nahihirapan na ko TiiT HAHAHA =))

Home from church, we celebrated genex6!! WOOH~ applause

Super fun and blessed.. It’s like BOB all over again except with truly professional musicians, yung mga tipong parang natutulog ng tumutugtog HAHAHA =)) mamaw na sila pareh. Every member ng group nila ay hiram from other bands like mymp, barbie almabis, or recognized musicians na talaga.

AND! Naglaway lang kami sa drummer.. I forgot his name but drummer of the year siya in some sort of contest.. Bangag na ko that time.. Paumanhin. Nakakainspire siya actualy, at masarap sa tenga. Parang yung Bassist ni Barbie Almabis.

Anyhow. ;p

Hands down ang message or should I say.. Arms up. HAHA. Presence ni Lord!

“Always remember that a real battle is not when you have 300 people to back you up, it is when you are alone thats when the real battle begins”

the speaker said. True nga diba? We are always challenged harder when we are alone, malakas lang ang loob natin when we are with other people. Why fear? When you have HIM :)

tsaka, I miss KC na tuwing Gencon night. hay. (HAHA, ampanget ng segway ko.)

Sleep na ko. I haven’t recovered from BOB pa.

God bless us. :D

Aw. i miss GenCon too. (bakit ba kailangang magEnglish dito?)